Feel Good Inc.

2AM I've found a liking to music. Music in my ears; aka the iPod. While I clean, on the walk to work, when I paint my toenails, whatever... it's easy, it's free.

I've started decorating the house for Halloween. It's September 19th. Ha ha ha haaa.
Fellow zombies have been socializing on Facebook. Ashley, Corrie, Travis, some girl don't know her name friend of Travis, Josh. Wish I could be there to gather with them. Instead, I'll fix up as a zombie by myself; make up, and all. I'll sit at home and do the things I'm not supposed to do. Drink, smoke, think of you.

I've decided...
most influencial: PINK, Avril Leveign
hits the spot: stevie wonder, lady ga ga
confession: brittany spears, katy perry
country: taylor swift > carry underwood

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2PM Today I'm out to run errands. October Playboy issue for Ryan Rodenbaugh as he is in the military and I would like to send him a care package... what says you care more than dirty pictures and a good read? Picking up a few Halloween decorations surely. Need to go to the library and pick up a card but maybe I'll wait until tomorrow to do that. Right now, I'm enjoying being stoned. Listening to Long Beach Dub ALL STARS. Soldiers love a battle and a sailor loves the sea.

I've decided to become a teacher... for a few reasons. Key reasons being my love for art, Mrs.Frey, love for school as a child and Mike. Other reasons are as follow:
a) I love writing on white boards
b) I love changing the date
c) I like learning by teaching
d) I'm interested in art
e) when using my potential I produce quality work
f) I like socializing
g) I like school atmospher
h)
i) I can see myself doing this
j) others can see me doing this
k) I like to organize and decorate for the beginning of a school year
l) can be strict
m) passion > paycheck
n) summers off!
o) I like to express my oppinions and help others develop their own
p) free gym ;)
q) always something to do; sports games, clubs, plays
r) could potentially teach my own child
s) flexible clothing dress code
t) I enjoy a cheesey pick up line
u) I'm easy to understand when explaining directions
v) a way to prove I'm responsible
w) healthm, dental, 401K, yada yada
x) I want to make a difference
y) I want to live vicariously through my students
z) I love the A, B, C's... ;)

As a teacher I will always be learning. Which is what I want from life isn't it? I want to learn through life experiences. Surrounding myself by children of multiple ages will open my mind and help me understand the world as it progresses in all aspects. Also... Amanda has started college again. She's going to try and get a teaching degree. Friendly competition never hurt anyone :) That and the self satisfaction of one day coming in contact with Mike again and smothering it in his face. If there is someone who thinks I won't make someone of myself, it's him. Well, I'll show him. I'll show everyone and most importantly I'll feel acomplished. Which is what I'm aiming for... anything to feel, above average.


Mr.Lonely AKON
Rewritten


I have nobody for my own. Never thought that I'd be alone. I just want you to call my phone. I want me and you to work it out. I never wished to hurt my baby. I'm so loney...

Got this one good guy that always been there you know. Took all the bullshit. And then one day he can't take it no more and decides to leave.
Backtrackin the past few years. Cause ever since this man left me..I've been lonely.
Can't believe I had a guy like you and just let you walk out of my life. What really hurt me was I broke you're heart, you're a good guy and I didn't have no right.
Never thought the day would come when you run and I be chasin you. Make me so happy and now so lonely.
Never thought I'd be alone. Never thought you'd be gone this long.
I wish I'd never hurt my baby.
Boy, so lonely.

Hurt 9" NAILS
Rewritten

I wouldn't let you down.
I won't make you hurt.
I wear a crown of shame.
Full of regretted thoughts, I can not repair.
But feelings disappear and you are something else.
I am still right here.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
You went away.
In the end.
You could have it all.
My empire.
I won't let you down.
I won't make you hurt.
If I could start again.
I would keep myself
for you.