Thursday, December 9, 2010

bye-bye Breckenridge

The sun shines, the snow falls and the living is good. Or is it?
It has come to my attention that the majority of ppl here in Breck are alchoholics, lazy potheads, unmotivated couch surfers/snowboard bums and above all, socially awkward idiots. Just ask Crystal..
Mingling with jackasses and drunks isn't my perspective of a good time, sorry Colorado.
So it's time to think of my next adventure, mission, vacation, big move.. whatever it is I'm doing. So far I've been chugging along solo but this time, I'm determined it will be different. Sure it's fun meeting new people, scoping restaurants you've never heard before and not worrying about the cute guy being interested in your girlfriend instead of you.. but what's the fun if we don't all get some? I want to share my experiences! Prefferably with my loves, my assholes, my women in combat Nance 'n Stace.
Oh how I miss you both so much. I miss giving drunk driving lectures to Ashley.. pissing Mandy off in the wee hours of the a.m.. I miss the the overflowing glasses of wine on the occassion Molly B attended the gathering, Halloween/beer pong/jiggers/jager/oatmeal cookies/and the bleeeeeeezy's @ Barb's, smokin in the attic while Mom and Dad were home, cigarrettes on the front porch, late nights at Muchas and infamous adventures with Alicia Grumbois.
I've been having a hell of a time... no doubts about that.. but maybe I'm growing up too fast? Maybe I should slow down? Take a step back? Conform... OHHHH how I hate to do that.

I'd like to enjoy the sun. I'd like to be surrounded by the people I love. I'd like to not feel alone. I'd like to be on the other side.. like always.