While roaming the streets of the town I now call home, I stumbled upon a used bookstore. After several minutes of, and I admit without shame, looking at the book covers and reading their titles, I became fixed by a worn paperback. Written on it's spine in the most graceful of fonts was the title, Elegance. On the cover, ever so dainty in a little black dress was a woman; with eyebrows and lips shaped like that of a goddesses. Two shopping bags sit next to her, she's holding a compact.
I cracked open the book that afternoon; the following night I had finished.
My search for the perfect summer read.. VERY successful.
Elegance is by far the most inspirational/motivational book I have yet read. Full of beauty, fashion and life learning tips, it never leaves my nightstand. It is my new way of life, it is my "Holy Grail of paper and ink". Through it I will become and possess the characteristics and wardrobe, of which an elegant woman would.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
DAY OF THE DEAD 2010
HAVE:
spider webbs
spiders
garlin
red light
black light
strobe light
invitations
NEED:
grape jello
1/5 vodka
orange jello
1/5 vodka
candy corn
food coloring
butter
frosting
cupcake wraps
sprinkles
punch
sprite
pint vodka
dry ice
bags of candy
pumpkin
spooky tunes
shot glasses
spider webbs
spiders
garlin
red light
black light
strobe light
invitations
NEED:
grape jello
1/5 vodka
orange jello
1/5 vodka
candy corn
food coloring
butter
frosting
cupcake wraps
sprinkles
punch
sprite
pint vodka
dry ice
bags of candy
pumpkin
spooky tunes
shot glasses
Monday, September 20, 2010
Feel Good Inc.
2AM I've found a liking to music. Music in my ears; aka the iPod. While I clean, on the walk to work, when I paint my toenails, whatever... it's easy, it's free.
I've started decorating the house for Halloween. It's September 19th. Ha ha ha haaa.
Fellow zombies have been socializing on Facebook. Ashley, Corrie, Travis, some girl don't know her name friend of Travis, Josh. Wish I could be there to gather with them. Instead, I'll fix up as a zombie by myself; make up, and all. I'll sit at home and do the things I'm not supposed to do. Drink, smoke, think of you.
I've decided...
most influencial: PINK, Avril Leveign
hits the spot: stevie wonder, lady ga ga
confession: brittany spears, katy perry
country: taylor swift > carry underwood
_______
2PM Today I'm out to run errands. October Playboy issue for Ryan Rodenbaugh as he is in the military and I would like to send him a care package... what says you care more than dirty pictures and a good read? Picking up a few Halloween decorations surely. Need to go to the library and pick up a card but maybe I'll wait until tomorrow to do that. Right now, I'm enjoying being stoned. Listening to Long Beach Dub ALL STARS. Soldiers love a battle and a sailor loves the sea.
I've decided to become a teacher... for a few reasons. Key reasons being my love for art, Mrs.Frey, love for school as a child and Mike. Other reasons are as follow:
a) I love writing on white boards
b) I love changing the date
c) I like learning by teaching
d) I'm interested in art
e) when using my potential I produce quality work
f) I like socializing
g) I like school atmospher
h)
i) I can see myself doing this
j) others can see me doing this
k) I like to organize and decorate for the beginning of a school year
l) can be strict
m) passion > paycheck
n) summers off!
o) I like to express my oppinions and help others develop their own
p) free gym ;)
q) always something to do; sports games, clubs, plays
r) could potentially teach my own child
s) flexible clothing dress code
t) I enjoy a cheesey pick up line
u) I'm easy to understand when explaining directions
v) a way to prove I'm responsible
w) healthm, dental, 401K, yada yada
x) I want to make a difference
y) I want to live vicariously through my students
z) I love the A, B, C's... ;)
As a teacher I will always be learning. Which is what I want from life isn't it? I want to learn through life experiences. Surrounding myself by children of multiple ages will open my mind and help me understand the world as it progresses in all aspects. Also... Amanda has started college again. She's going to try and get a teaching degree. Friendly competition never hurt anyone :) That and the self satisfaction of one day coming in contact with Mike again and smothering it in his face. If there is someone who thinks I won't make someone of myself, it's him. Well, I'll show him. I'll show everyone and most importantly I'll feel acomplished. Which is what I'm aiming for... anything to feel, above average.
Mr.Lonely AKON
Rewritten
I have nobody for my own. Never thought that I'd be alone. I just want you to call my phone. I want me and you to work it out. I never wished to hurt my baby. I'm so loney...
Got this one good guy that always been there you know. Took all the bullshit. And then one day he can't take it no more and decides to leave.
Backtrackin the past few years. Cause ever since this man left me..I've been lonely.
Can't believe I had a guy like you and just let you walk out of my life. What really hurt me was I broke you're heart, you're a good guy and I didn't have no right.
Never thought the day would come when you run and I be chasin you. Make me so happy and now so lonely.
Never thought I'd be alone. Never thought you'd be gone this long.
I wish I'd never hurt my baby.
Boy, so lonely.
Hurt 9" NAILS
Rewritten
I wouldn't let you down.
I won't make you hurt.
I wear a crown of shame.
Full of regretted thoughts, I can not repair.
But feelings disappear and you are something else.
I am still right here.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
You went away.
In the end.
You could have it all.
My empire.
I won't let you down.
I won't make you hurt.
If I could start again.
I would keep myself
for you.
I've started decorating the house for Halloween. It's September 19th. Ha ha ha haaa.
Fellow zombies have been socializing on Facebook. Ashley, Corrie, Travis, some girl don't know her name friend of Travis, Josh. Wish I could be there to gather with them. Instead, I'll fix up as a zombie by myself; make up, and all. I'll sit at home and do the things I'm not supposed to do. Drink, smoke, think of you.
I've decided...
most influencial: PINK, Avril Leveign
hits the spot: stevie wonder, lady ga ga
confession: brittany spears, katy perry
country: taylor swift > carry underwood
_______
2PM Today I'm out to run errands. October Playboy issue for Ryan Rodenbaugh as he is in the military and I would like to send him a care package... what says you care more than dirty pictures and a good read? Picking up a few Halloween decorations surely. Need to go to the library and pick up a card but maybe I'll wait until tomorrow to do that. Right now, I'm enjoying being stoned. Listening to Long Beach Dub ALL STARS. Soldiers love a battle and a sailor loves the sea.
I've decided to become a teacher... for a few reasons. Key reasons being my love for art, Mrs.Frey, love for school as a child and Mike. Other reasons are as follow:
a) I love writing on white boards
b) I love changing the date
c) I like learning by teaching
d) I'm interested in art
e) when using my potential I produce quality work
f) I like socializing
g) I like school atmospher
h)
i) I can see myself doing this
j) others can see me doing this
k) I like to organize and decorate for the beginning of a school year
l) can be strict
m) passion > paycheck
n) summers off!
o) I like to express my oppinions and help others develop their own
p) free gym ;)
q) always something to do; sports games, clubs, plays
r) could potentially teach my own child
s) flexible clothing dress code
t) I enjoy a cheesey pick up line
u) I'm easy to understand when explaining directions
v) a way to prove I'm responsible
w) healthm, dental, 401K, yada yada
x) I want to make a difference
y) I want to live vicariously through my students
z) I love the A, B, C's... ;)
As a teacher I will always be learning. Which is what I want from life isn't it? I want to learn through life experiences. Surrounding myself by children of multiple ages will open my mind and help me understand the world as it progresses in all aspects. Also... Amanda has started college again. She's going to try and get a teaching degree. Friendly competition never hurt anyone :) That and the self satisfaction of one day coming in contact with Mike again and smothering it in his face. If there is someone who thinks I won't make someone of myself, it's him. Well, I'll show him. I'll show everyone and most importantly I'll feel acomplished. Which is what I'm aiming for... anything to feel, above average.
Mr.Lonely AKON
Rewritten
I have nobody for my own. Never thought that I'd be alone. I just want you to call my phone. I want me and you to work it out. I never wished to hurt my baby. I'm so loney...
Got this one good guy that always been there you know. Took all the bullshit. And then one day he can't take it no more and decides to leave.
Backtrackin the past few years. Cause ever since this man left me..I've been lonely.
Can't believe I had a guy like you and just let you walk out of my life. What really hurt me was I broke you're heart, you're a good guy and I didn't have no right.
Never thought the day would come when you run and I be chasin you. Make me so happy and now so lonely.
Never thought I'd be alone. Never thought you'd be gone this long.
I wish I'd never hurt my baby.
Boy, so lonely.
Hurt 9" NAILS
Rewritten
I wouldn't let you down.
I won't make you hurt.
I wear a crown of shame.
Full of regretted thoughts, I can not repair.
But feelings disappear and you are something else.
I am still right here.
What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
You went away.
In the end.
You could have it all.
My empire.
I won't let you down.
I won't make you hurt.
If I could start again.
I would keep myself
for you.
things I THINK I want in a man. so far.
...and things I DON'T want in a man. As well.
No, loud breathing.
No, exhaling loudly/moaning after taking drinks of beverages.
Yes, to good teeth.
Yes, to plump lips.
No, to obnoxious public outburts/speaking.
Yes, to possessing the ability to grill and grill well.
Yes, to a contagious laugh.
No, loud breathing.
No, exhaling loudly/moaning after taking drinks of beverages.
Yes, to good teeth.
Yes, to plump lips.
No, to obnoxious public outburts/speaking.
Yes, to possessing the ability to grill and grill well.
Yes, to a contagious laugh.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
list of things I want to do in life
1. visit the pyramids of gizah
2. attend a Mariah Cary concert
3. own a cat
4. live in an apt. with a fire escape
5. dye my hair red
6. smoke a blunt in Jamaica
7. throw myself a birthday bash
8. learn to play the piano
9. learn to sing 1 song very well
10. buy a house
11. grow a secret garden
12. donate hair to locks of love
13. partake in a breast cancer awareness marathon
14. have Mom present at birth of first child
15. sell a piece of art between $10 - $99
16. sell a piece of art for over $100
17. squash grapes with feet and make wine
18. make Manny graham cracker fluff
19. visit Grandma Moses at her grave
20. visit every US state
21. (sensored)
22. Christmas carol with my husband
23. ride a scooter in Italy
24. make a scrapbook of my wedding
25. paint a mural in each of my children's bedrooms
26. make more than just a surviving income
27. design my wedding cake
28. enroll son and or daughter in ballet
29. sew an entire outfit
30. be a loyal spouse
31. complete a painting larger than myself
32. learn to salsa w my partner
33. invest in green contacts
34. make a fountain
35. steal a road sign w my name on it
36. ride an elephant
37. cook family breakfast every Sunday morning (kids choice)
38. own a king size bed after marriage
39. mermaid photoshoot
40. become a mother
41. get married
42. take a picture of my art hanging in someone's home
43. write a letter to the editor
44. be a mother my children WANT to talk to
45. plant a tree
46. never have in my posession a credit card
47. learn to balance a check book
48. make a drunken speech at a friend's wedding
49. become CPR certified
50. kiss and touch my lover everday we're together
51. be someone's hero
52. attend a phantom of the opera musical
2. attend a Mariah Cary concert
3. own a cat
4. live in an apt. with a fire escape
5. dye my hair red
6. smoke a blunt in Jamaica
7. throw myself a birthday bash
8. learn to play the piano
9. learn to sing 1 song very well
10. buy a house
11. grow a secret garden
12. donate hair to locks of love
13. partake in a breast cancer awareness marathon
14. have Mom present at birth of first child
15. sell a piece of art between $10 - $99
16. sell a piece of art for over $100
17. squash grapes with feet and make wine
18. make Manny graham cracker fluff
19. visit Grandma Moses at her grave
20. visit every US state
21. (sensored)
22. Christmas carol with my husband
23. ride a scooter in Italy
24. make a scrapbook of my wedding
25. paint a mural in each of my children's bedrooms
26. make more than just a surviving income
27. design my wedding cake
28. enroll son and or daughter in ballet
29. sew an entire outfit
30. be a loyal spouse
31. complete a painting larger than myself
32. learn to salsa w my partner
33. invest in green contacts
34. make a fountain
35. steal a road sign w my name on it
36. ride an elephant
37. cook family breakfast every Sunday morning (kids choice)
38. own a king size bed after marriage
39. mermaid photoshoot
40. become a mother
41. get married
42. take a picture of my art hanging in someone's home
43. write a letter to the editor
44. be a mother my children WANT to talk to
45. plant a tree
46. never have in my posession a credit card
47. learn to balance a check book
48. make a drunken speech at a friend's wedding
49. become CPR certified
50. kiss and touch my lover everday we're together
51. be someone's hero
52. attend a phantom of the opera musical
learn as you grow
A few things I have learned:
I know that please, thank you and hello are more than just casual words and should be used much more genuinly, as well as often.
I am infact capable of using my fork and knife in unison.
Whining doesn't get anyone far in life without a pussy whipped man toy.
No place is a great place without good company and good food.
Unless you're a doctor or working for NASA it's not what you know, it's who you know.
Passion > a Paycheck
I know that please, thank you and hello are more than just casual words and should be used much more genuinly, as well as often.
I am infact capable of using my fork and knife in unison.
Whining doesn't get anyone far in life without a pussy whipped man toy.
No place is a great place without good company and good food.
Unless you're a doctor or working for NASA it's not what you know, it's who you know.
Passion > a Paycheck
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